i hate when you get so dual and ignore me. even more so when i JUST get home from work and haven’t talked to you all day cause you were sleeping. I MISS YOU!!!!! i want to fucking talk to you! just for like 5 mins!!!! ugh!!! 

I have a problem. For over two years now i have been in love with my best friend. i dont know what to do any more. 

I think its funny how a few months ago he asked id any other guys were interested in me, asking me out and such. I replied with an honest yes and he got upset. Does the fact that i told them all no mean anything to him?

I have prayed so hard for the past 2 years for the lord to make good things happen for him! For everything to work out between him and his “crushes” and, his “first love” to realize  how good of a guy he is! HOW MUCH HE LOVES HER! Every wish i make is for him to be happy! two years! hundreds of prayers and wishes! So why is he still having to chase her, why does he NOT have everything he needs to make him happy yet? Lord PLEASE make his dream come true! make mine come true, make him HAPPY!!! He loves this girl so much! he deserves to be happy… 

i just want him to be happy… :’(

 its kinda funny when u go to bed early cause u have nothing better to do and of corse thats the ONE night someone u really want to talk to txts you at 3am and you obviously dont get it cause for ONCE you go to bed early…. and then you wake up and see the text and are all excited and kinda mad that you didnt hear your phone go off and txt them back as FAST as you can waiting/hoping ALL DAY that they text you back and they never do… -_- really? FMFL!!!!! Fuck you too buddy… didn’t want to talk to you anyway… >.>